erhh, hello living creatures.

bleahhh, how's today you may ask ?
boredom strikes. didn't attend school today, i was having a heaaavy headache.& was too lazy to even wake up, so i continued sleeping. in the evening, this woman came to my house, it was one of my neighbours, at that momment, my mum just wanted to go to sleep, the woman came with her grandson, Refky. & somemore, she came crying. weird huh. i dont larh her problems, but mum said she was like too stressed out over her husband and sons. Bleah. whatever uh. we got problems of our own ehh. no point coming to my house crying. but the grandson. i likeee ! haha. 2 years old gituk. adam was happy to have a new friend.

Now, i reallised something.i lost alot f friends. i miss the old tymes.
SyazaPixie , i miss you.i miss our late night calls.i miss our weekly hangouts.gaaaaah !you're the bestest bestfriend that someone could ever imagine.the reason i've not been contacting you is that,i feel that you're being irritated by me.i'm just waiting for a msg or a call for you.you can't expect everybody to come and find you everytime . right ?and jyeah ! aidil approched me yesterday ,he asked me whye you're not answering his calls.he doesn't look like he's joking okaay.please, stop ignoring him .i did a mistake, by telling you his background.how stupid of me.but that was all last time. people DO change kaan ? he didn't do anything wrong to you. Give him a chance.

fatin; i reallised i've benn closer to you each day. but i'm scared. i'm scared that you're just using me. i've been used before. I dont want it to happen again. & i'm scared. that you will leave me when huda's back with you, like last time. a few months back, something exactly like this happened. This clasmate of mine, she was having a so called 'fight' . i can see that she was using me. after a few weeks, her friend and her were bestfriends again. from that day onwards, she left me, and only god knows how i feel ehq.

okaay, currently chatting my halette bby,she's having problem's about her malay dance instructor,i reallised alot of my friends are stressed aboit malay dance,remember uh, the instructor 's making you stress or whatever pon for your own good.you guys want to be a good dancer kaan ?but it needs time and harwork.maybe one day, you'll be a professional .who knows larh kaan. And also, slashing doesn't solve anything ehh.never in my life i try it before.And i never regret NOT trying it.

' I miss my OLD life.
;i want it back.