Tuesday, September 30, 2008 @ 3:51 PM
hello people,
didn't attend school today, cause ,, malas uh ! haha
okaay, i'll be going off soon, to malaysia, as per normal. spend every raya there. must be lonely without arwah being there. okaaay, i'll be back on thursday night. hopefully !
school ? ohh i love school. its goiing great. i dont miss anyone. accept huda. hmm. biarlah. i love going to schhol alone, having recess alone. sitting alone. going back alone. it feels good ya know , no need to worry about friends. i've had enough. ppl dont appreciate me. now huda's having problems. so how does it feel when your friends dont care bout you ? how does it feels when ppl dont talk to you or ajak you. no need to tell me. i know how it feels. but last tyme. i used to say that. I'M USELESS. i dont even have a boyfriend. and you do. you still feel that way. wow ! if you were me. then you know how it really feels like. like someone just backstabbed you real hard ! i am sad to see you like this. but, whye should i ? all you want to be with is eeka ? aku ikhlas siol jady kawan kaw. taq terime sudaah. after all you did to me. wow, i'm like proud to say that. i'm actually a little bit happy seeing you like this. just want you to know that, you cant always get what you really want. be happy with what you have, appreaciate it, and live it.
& more, i just lose syaza ? gosh i miss her. i know her. i know her too well i guess. i know what you do to ppl. i know your tricks syaza. one year we've known. you think i'm stupid. i know your way of doing things. its not that you're busy with o's. you're too lazy to entertain us. cause you have a buch of new friends. remember. there's no such thing as ex- friends. once a friend, always a friend.
Monday, September 29, 2008 @ 12:20 AM
heyy there,
okaay, i'm soo lazy to post,
but i just wanna talk bout yesterday,
last night, it was so, WOW !
went off to roxy hotel at about 6.15, reached, i was shocked, aku sesat melayu pakai kebaye ! nyahaha. taqperh. cousin's now married, happy for hym, & jyeah, alot of ppl were drunk. okay skip. then there was this part. taufik nyanyi. makkao ! cair siol. but before that, taufik storied about the past. whatever. but i found out that they were friends for 16 years. then, cousin sang, boleyh larh. boleh tahan jgk larh suare dierh. thennnn! nyahaha. the kiss.
followed by the throwing of the bouquet, its like the movies, where the bride throws the bouquet of flowers, then somebody have to catch it, and that means she's the one who's gonna be married soon. okay, here's the bad part. I CATCHED IT ! waah. i didn't actually catch it, it surprisingly bounced to me. then the bride, joanne, pulled me to the stage, then ragu threw the rose to all the single mens, taufik was one of them. but anil, my cousin, catched it. wahh ! asl taq taufik eh.
THEN ! i didn't know what will happen next. then joanne said that i have to dance with him ! here goes my first dance. naseb dierh sedare aku. but still asl bukan taufik ehh ? haha ! its romantic ah, can say.
then blablabla. muke aku dah malu ! haha. ohh ya. before the wedding, i took a pic with taufik. that tyme lom kenal ahhh. after the wedding baru kenal dierh. so then, kiterh both talk talk talk. pasal ape entah.lupe uh.then he say call him abang taufik ! haha. maklumlah, DAH OLD ! then dah naq balek , i wanna take another pic, but batt mampos ! waah piiang ! & hell jyeah, i want his number. gonna ask for it ! soon, i guess.
after the event finised, its just family left, and taufik. okay here it comes. everybody was dancing ! and tauik was like grinding? ehh ? lols. dah gilerh uhh. he even hugged alot of girls. gilerhh lah luu ! okaay. sudah habes. i took some pics. around four or five gitukk uh.
now its tyme for some pictures.
Saturday, September 27, 2008 @ 3:02 PM
hello ppl.
so i had my english paper yesterday, its not that difficult uh. but there is a few things that Mr Faizal did;nt go through. but i'm sure that i learnt it in primary schhol, and daddy taught me too. but i forgot ? nevermind, its over, tyme to concentrate on my other subjects now. esp math. weak siol. SCIENCE ? omg ! i gave up on it . cikgu bbl taik siol pat class. monday having malay paper. wish me luckkk people =D
i'm still tired, yesterday go geylang with family, till 1 am siol ! ramai oii org. i bought one kebaya panjang. okay larh. its not that expensive, well, cheaper then last years's. it cost around $200+.itu pon member peh pasal.me and adam bought the same colour. nyahaha !
so later onn, going to Roxy Hotel, its cousins wedding, okaay, you must be wondering, saperh pulak kahwin tengah puaserh ni. well, dorang bangse asing . christian. so jyeahh. i'm gonna wear kebaya. kene pakse siol ! ni adam peh pasal. naq sepasang. nvm, its my tyme to meet taufik ! same table siol . weeeeeeeeee !
okaaay, naq kluar. buhbye.
Saturday, September 20, 2008 @ 6:26 PM
heyy wassup ?
gosh , hari raya is just around the corner.
i just hate it.
after my grandmother left us,
i'm never happy during raye,
its very different.
dierh lurh arwah atok kesayangan aku.
FYI, even though she's my grandmother, we still call her atok,
i know its weird. bare with it ehh.
12 march 2007, 11.20 am.
the saddest day in my life, i swear.
seriously, i cried more then my mum.
wow gituk.
& now, only god knows how much i miss her.
everyday, everynight, i think of her.
all the times we had together.
its all memories now.
& i still remember, we used to have those catfights, and laugh around like carzy.
i dont have that much fun with my mum.
my grandmother is the one closest to my heart.
although she left us, she'll always be in my heart.
& the more i talk about her,
the more i cry.
but, the saddest thing is,
adam never had a chance to meet his grandmother.
okay i think i'm gonna stop here,
before mum see me crying.
& maybe i'll post her pic soon.
bubbye.
Labels: i miss you )':
Friday, September 19, 2008 @ 10:41 AM
ohh helloo!
sorry for not updating ehh.
malas uh.
& i've been busy too.
i've not been out these days.
not even staying back.
& syaza's busy with her o's.
alaaa. biar uh.
okaay.
i wanna continue my english lesson now !
buhbyee eh !
Sunday, September 14, 2008 @ 4:57 PM
i'm pissed .
bleaargh!
wasted siaaahhhhh .
pukitiiang betol !
mummy went to cousin's wedding.
& guess what ?
taufik batisah is there too !
i forgot that their bestfriends !!
siul uh !
& adam , aku benci kaw sangat-sangat !
binget siah !
nvm uh !
next week , theres dinner at the hotel.
taufik's there too !
but....
i wont get to chit chat !
taqperh.
janji dapat jumperh.
=DDD
but i'm not a fan.
i'm hady mirza peh fan.
not taufik!
hahahah !
SHHH !
reminder.
always listen to mum.
last year.
missed out a chance to meet hady.
now taufik.
)':
Labels: once in a lifetime .
Thursday, September 11, 2008 @ 12:16 AM
heyy,
today, very boriiiing !
stayed home the whole day !
okaay i have something to say now.
to that somebody,
you treated me like your damn dog.
do you know how it feels like ?
what makes you think i'm gonna say sorry ?
i dont think i owe you an apology .
i was hurt, badly.
think, think and think.
you need to do more thinking.
Fyi; i'm never gonna apologise to you.
i dont need to.
who am i to you ?
i thought i was SO close to you.
like a bestfriend.
but i guess i'm wrong.
i'm just someone that you used,
you used me.
you were close to me just to use my phone ?
i guess thats it.
when you have your own phone.
in just a click.
you were not even close to me ?
i've just been used.
i guess i'm not good enough to be one of your bestfriend huh ?
if thats it.
just tell me.
well, thank you ehq.
for everything.
much appreciated.
& yeaa, if you have a problem.
try not to ask someone else to solve everything for you.
try solving it yourself.
need help ?
A bit of help will do just fine.
but not too much.
i know you have a sister that can help you in things.
but dont rely too much on her.
cause she has problems of her own to solve.
bleah.
i have nothing to say now.
bubbye.
Sunday, September 7, 2008 @ 11:50 PM
hello bloggers !
sorry for not posting for a long time.
comp is currently down :(
maybe im not gonna post for a long time.
a thousand apologies yeaa.
just call me or text me up if you wanna contact me.
aite denn. t.cares^^
thanks for not spamming (:
