hello people,
didn't attend school today, cause ,, malas uh ! haha
okaay, i'll be going off soon, to malaysia, as per normal. spend every raya there. must be lonely without arwah being there. okaaay, i'll be back on thursday night. hopefully !

school ? ohh i love school. its goiing great. i dont miss anyone. accept huda. hmm. biarlah. i love going to schhol alone, having recess alone. sitting alone. going back alone. it feels good ya know , no need to worry about friends. i've had enough. ppl dont appreciate me. now huda's having problems. so how does it feel when your friends dont care bout you ? how does it feels when ppl dont talk to you or ajak you. no need to tell me. i know how it feels. but last tyme. i used to say that. I'M USELESS. i dont even have a boyfriend. and you do. you still feel that way. wow ! if you were me. then you know how it really feels like. like someone just backstabbed you real hard ! i am sad to see you like this. but, whye should i ? all you want to be with is eeka ? aku ikhlas siol jady kawan kaw. taq terime sudaah. after all you did to me. wow, i'm like proud to say that. i'm actually a little bit happy seeing you like this. just want you to know that, you cant always get what you really want. be happy with what you have, appreaciate it, and live it.

& more, i just lose syaza ? gosh i miss her. i know her. i know her too well i guess. i know what you do to ppl. i know your tricks syaza. one year we've known. you think i'm stupid. i know your way of doing things. its not that you're busy with o's. you're too lazy to entertain us. cause you have a buch of new friends. remember. there's no such thing as ex- friends. once a friend, always a friend.