Friday, October 31, 2008 @ 9:38 PM
a friend since i was born,a bestfriend when i knew how to talk,
a brother when we were closer,
and a boyfriend when i grew up,
an ex when i started secondary,
to a total stranger,
and now we're starting our friendship back.
14 years of friendship.
& still growing !
today, i spend the day with my loved ones. i went to NUH at 2 pm. wanted to see ruzaini's condition badly. went in and saw him. his memory was lost. he only can remember the closed ones. my luck, he remembered me. he can't even remember the accident he went through !
he was talking craps. he can't remember anything. he was asking for food. but he cant eat for now. he can only drink. his condition mad me cry. but his bullshits make me laugh, till my contact lens fell off !lols! his behaviour is just like a mad person. i hope he will be fine soon. i don't want him to go. i still need him in my life. he's a wonderful friend.we've been through alot of stuff together. i still have my 1 year old birthday party photo. and i saw zaini in it. so it proves that i've known him for 14 years. doesn't mean that he's my ex, i hate him. only god knows how much i love him.Awhile later. my mum came. zaini remembered her too. then he keep asking for food. i pity him. but its for his own good.
after that, me and my mum went to IMM to buy the Motor for adam. it cost $100 bucks !soo not fair.bleargh. so tomorrow i'm going to the hospital again. to see him again.seriously, only god knows how much i love him. & i hope that he'll be fine soon.
the funny part .
sasha : zaini, kaw leh nampak tak ?
Zaini : tak boleh.ehh aku naq mkn ah.
Sasha : kaw taqleh makan larh.
Riyah : (gives him psp)
zaini : game aperh ni ?
Sasha : maen aje larhh !
zaini : kk !
Sasha & Riyah : aikk, katerh taq nampak, asl leh maen ?
Zaini : mmg taq nampak .
everything he said was funny . i swear. haha !
ohhkay. i gtg now.
buhbye ppl.
Labels: i still love my ex .
Wednesday, October 29, 2008 @ 10:52 PM
ARGGHH !!!
i'm just back from work !
tireddd !
& today, i found out that zaini masok hospital.sedihhh!! naq jengokk ahh besok ! sapa mau teman ? kawan aku sumerh dah lari siol !blearghh !
& 'mak aku' peh perangai harini. mcm SUNDAL SIAK! sibeii peh oraang. geram siol ! dont ask whye ahh ehq. just dont want to talk bout it. ohkaay ah. aku type banyak2 pon bukannye aderh orang bace. k ah bye !
Saturday, October 25, 2008 @ 5:55 PM
heyy, sorry for not updating. i'll not be updating okaay. i'm busy, and very tired. work is fun. but tiring. i'm starting to get the hang of the cashier. ammelia is still stuck. so now i'll be handling my own cashier i guess. only call jia ping when i need her. nyahaha ! sasha dah pandai larh. lols ! oh ya, yesterday had injection, its for work. its not pain. i didn;'t cried. buta ammelia cried ah. its really NOT pain i tell you. like an ant bite only. alahaaai !
i'm glad i'm getting th hang of this work thingy. the only thing is that i get too nervous and forget the orders. and i'm SLOW. i need to speed up ! you have to be fast, you see ! and this morning. i sneak a chicky meal inside my bag. and a party hat. for adam ! haha.
okaaay i gtg now. i wanna rest after this tiring day. goodbye !
Friday, October 24, 2008 @ 7:55 AM
ohh my God ! first day of work . paiseyh siaah.but fun though. gotta meet new friends ! frindly oii ! i really like zhia ping. she teach, masok akal. yang laen ajar aku taq faham. haha. fauzi pon samerh. but my legs are like superbb pain !
i've learn alot though, i'm so looking forward for today's shift !Yipeee ! ohkaay, gtg now ! buhbye !
Thursday, October 23, 2008 @ 6:32 AM
Last day of school ! yiiipeeeee !! =Dits already 6.40 am now .
GOODBYE !
Tuesday, October 21, 2008 @ 7:24 PM
heyy yaww !
okaay, today boleh tahan ahh ehq. didn't attend school. malaaas dehh ! then at 1 PM go tiny house, take her bro and then we head off to BPP. then meet tiny and iqah there. went to KFC , meet sir naz(abg naz). take this very THICK file. and... STUDYY !! fcuk. malas siol. then we go in the manager officr, or whatever. he asked some guestion. okaay, this part skip. sasha bnyk mistake. abeyh manager ketawekn. malu siol ! then collect uniform ! haha ! tiny peh besaar ! aku peh PENDEK! bju my size, but taqleh tuck in. sluar sengkat ! these are the dis-advantage of being tall and big. so i'm gonna take my uniform tomorrow then. then ate at McD. after all this adq tiny buat hal pulaaak ! okay skip.
then headded off to choa chu kang primary school, met tiny's mum. then kiterh sumerh balek ahh ! lols.but tiny went over to my house. kiterh kutok2 clasmate aku. adaa ah ehh. gerek bodohh !! at 7+ sh went home.
tomorrow, plans are full. got alot of things to do. seriously.& i'm going to school with iqah and tiny, since they have they second day of sports day.tomorrow i'm dead busy. alot of things should be done. cause i'm starting work on thursday. arghhhh ! gilerh ah. but ingat. our motive is to have the experience, and earn our own MONEYY ! nyahahaa.
ohkay i gtg nowww. gooodbye fella's !
Saturday, October 18, 2008 @ 11:33 PM
short or tall,
small or big,
no matter what it is,
we'll remain bestfriends ;
FOREVER !
tomorrow the day, my training starts, gonna wake up at 7.30, and get out at 8.30. meet tiny under my block, and walk to BPP.ohhkaay, IF i'm selected for the job. IF ah ehqq. i have to work SIX months. cannot quit. we promised that no matter what happens, we'll keep each other strong and we'll try our best.
1 hr = $3.50
1 day = $21
3 days/week = $63/-
1 mth = $252
6 mths = $1512 w/o over time !
fcuk siaa ! work so long money so little. gosh. but nvm. at least got. tiny got to do the cashier, cause she's small ! nyahaha ! padan muke kaw !
okaay, just now, went to orchard with family. wheelock place. then headded to the forum. gerek ahh ! the toys'r'us is like damn fcuking big ah ehqq, go there to but adam's stuff. but all no stock. pekak peh tmpat ! so i bought my pumpin bucket for HELLOWEEEEEN !
then headed to McD for dinner. ate alot siol. it had been a long tyme that i've gone out with my family. though we only went to orchard. i had alot of fun. suddenly i felt like i was a child again. just like the old tymes. how i miss my family.
Family damn precious larh oii.
mak aku ttp paleng best skali okaay !
ohkaay, piics tyme,
as per normal, Adam is always in the pictures.
hahs !
; you can never realise how precious your family is.
Friday, October 17, 2008 @ 9:54 PM
hello ppl, okaay, i received my class photos yesterday, this is my favourite one. haha ! okaay, i have nth to say, but,, maybe next week i'm gonna buy my helloweeeen costume ! erhhh, a vampire ! nyahaha. i hope the party is still on just like every year. its gonna be a blast ? lols. okaay, goodbye for noww.
absence makes the heart grow fonder
;of someone else.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008 @ 6:48 PM
ohkaay hi ppl.
i got some of my marks.
wow ! i failed almost all subjects. nyahaha. at least i tried and attend my exams ehh. not like some ppl who's just being one kind of a lazy dumbass and stick at home even during exams.
okay, now exams are over. time to take a rest for the momment. bleargh ! boriiiiing larh siol ! i miss going out ? meeting syaza all that. i miss all that fun. now ? waaahpiiang ! dok rumaah jek. naq tunggu syaza tepon pon tunggu aku tuerh arh siol ! taqperh ahh. sasgha nyerh hidop kan mmg gini. taqqan berubah punyerh . once lonely forever lonely. once irritating, can't stop it. once hatred. forever will be. at least i've tasted once how it feels to have friends ehq ? god gave me that short period to experience how it feels. but its all over now i guess.
;there are no winners in life,
only survivors.
Sunday, October 12, 2008 @ 11:37 AM
ohh finally, exams are done. but the results aren't in yet. gagaagaaa ! it makes me go fcuking wild. i'm scared if i can't get promoted to sec 3.
kaaay, today, supposed to search for a job with ammelia. since her mum asked to.but plans changed. we changed the date to tomorrow. but idk ? besok skolah ke taq ahh ? haha ! mepekk uhh. okaay. i got to go now. veryy veryy busy dokkk !
goodbye !
=D
Thursday, October 9, 2008 @ 10:31 PM
heyy,
i'm so happy that exams are finally over, accept for ART ! which is tomorrow. okay okaay, its 10.40 pm now. art is still at page two ! fcuk !as per normal uh. art is always last minute for me !
byeeee -
Sunday, October 5, 2008 @ 10:05 PM
heyy ppl,
i was back from johore on saturday night. wow, seriously ehh, i'm still in ramadhan mood. not in mood for raye. this year is a disaster. org dah raye best2. aku baru gy 4 rumah taw pat singapore. spoil siol ! 3 rumah, duit raye aru $180. nyahaha. mahu lebihh !
at msia, hari raya eve, mercun !!! including the FIFTY FEET CHINESE CRACKERS ! fuhhyoo !first day, never go anywhere.
Second day,went to mummy's cousin's house tu sumerh. gy 4 kerete oii. hmmm, mentang2 aku besar ! duit raye pon taq dpt ! makcik2 pakcik2 aku kasi uhh. total RM 54. nvm larhh. then go buyot's house (mum's grandmother) . she's still alive. wow ehh. she's 108 years old this year. everyhouse we go, my my mum all nangis. including atok.
okaay, then on saturday, when kiterh sumerh naq balek, atok ddk sorang2 pat anjung, then nangis. i saw ehh. kesian seyh atok. haish. sejak arwah atok taqderh, rumah sunyi gilerhh. i can still remember the past peh raye. its like so meriah.taperh larhh, dah lepas.
and yaaahh, before we went home, my cousin, eikin, wants to rebond her hair, but she scared. mepek ehh. she ask me to rebond my hair. but i dowan. nyahahaha. evil ehhq. abeyh dierh majok. so i changed my mind. so we motor-ed to the saloon. pergy, eikin bwk motor. i rebond first. after that her turn. mine took about 1 hour + .Eikin peh rambot very curly, so took about 2 hours +. then tyme balek aku bwk motor. lamerh siol taq bawak motor.
whenever i'm riding a motorbike, i remember those tyme when arwah atok and my mum taught me how to ride it. it took me about 3 weeks to learn.
alamaak, mak dah panggil. heehs. i gtg now, but i'l post some pics first
FYI; ppl. i have a new number. but i'm still using using the prepaid number. but not always. i'm using line now.
=D
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