
* oh fuck, what a fake smile ^
hello readers ,
firstly, syaza's birthday is exactly one month from today. i hope she'll have a best birthday with friends. i dont know how it feels like. cause i had never celebrate my birthday with close friends. it must be fun jyeah when friends remember you. but watching my friends happy makes me kinda happy too. but the jealousy and hurt comes, ofcourse, its normal. i hope i'll get to celebrate my 15 th b'dae with friends. he, i wanna know how it feels too . i just one thing from you guys. give me some happiness. cause i'm sick and tired already. and ot receiving any presents is kinda sucky, its not that i'm complaining ah, but, it makes me feel that in someway, i'm not being remembered by friends. idk how to say it. well, somethings just cant be explained through words. btw, happy b'dae to all november babies ! i hope all of you enjoy your b'dae.