gambar lamer, DUH?

kay, school started, & let me tell you guys a lil bit something, SUCKS man, waking up early early in the morning, i'm still in holiday mood man. i hope school closses fast & then we'll continue with the online class shitty, so my dad can do it, i think, if he wants to, HAHA, maybe pay him 10 bucks & he'll do it. so i can sleeeeeeeeep till die. LOL

kay i really miss syaza L*** Z***** Binte A** B****

or known as Syaza Pixie Meteopora Woodpusher.

i swear i miss her many many, lamerh seyh taq meet! meet soon la kay? oh sorry leeza, aku naq jumpe syazaaa boleyh taq? haha, seriously, rindu giler babi to the core punyaaaaa! i still remember seyh last time, syaza taught me alot of things, & we use to meet up alot of times last time, slack at marina la. then when she said she wanna help & teach me, but at last kite lepak, want to teach me how to use adobe, but the mcD no internet,LOL kan?there's alot more momments that are so memalukan, haha, dont wanna tell=Palthough i just known her for like 2 years 8 months i think. tapy rase mcm da lamer kenal gytu, but i understand, she has alot of friends & she cant always stick with me kan? but no matter i still feel that we're as close as we use to be, though we're not. so yeaa, imysm, meet kay?

i also miss another two more people now, iqah & tiny, i want to meet asap): school has begun, so maybe we get use to the 'starting school' thingy first, & meet up when we're use to the schoolstarting back thingy. haha! ape aku bbl ni siak? otak noneng siak? whatever, just trying to say that i miss you guys alotalot.):

kay enough, you guys noticed something? its 1 july. 4 more days . excuse me, not st james okay. haha, 4 more days to aku matu. HAHHA. fake.i'm so not looking forward to 5 july sials? blearghhhh whatever la kan, i'm sure its gonna be like other years, boring, sleep at home, rot at home, fight with parents, confirm la. unless you people can prove me wrong. i seriously hate when the clock hits 12 midnight & when the calender shows 5th july. Every year, people never fail to dissapoint me. i swear, i'm not lying. but of course i'm not blaming anyone. but, bleargh, nothing la. every year, on 5th july. the only thing that i think of is, "its fifth july, 15 years ago was the day my parents did their biggest mistake of they're life having me as their child" cause my dad always say, i'm his biggest mistake, i am not his daughter, tertuka anak pat hospital la. mcm2 la, so now he gets another chance to raise adam, but i see he;s just treating adam like hoe he treats me last time, terlalu manje kan, taq strict, mane anak taq jady mcm sial? blearghs, just want him to realise that i need him to bulid confidence for myself, cause now i dont have the reason to live, but i'm just gonna enjoy life, no matter what happens, & ignore all the obstacles in life.i live my life to the fullest. & i enjoy my day like there's no tomorrow, mane tawu besok mati, kan da rugi (:

kay i believe this post is v long already, maybe i should stop here, till tomorrow aye ppl (:

ByeBye;D