mid year's almost coming to an end. Had chemistry and history paper earlier this morning, chemistry was fine but history was epic--Epic failure.headed home after school and wanted to blog but then i fell asleep while logging into blogger. sigh, pathetic much ? whatev~

having math paper 2 later on, ok look. Paper 1 was freakin' difficult, how am i suppose to do paper 2? so i'm not comming tomorrow. whatever , i dont care.i hate math and history. i'd rather do english, chemistry, bio, art. Okay what shall i say now?

erhhh oh. mum got this goodie bag thingy, don
t know where she got it from. but its not a bag? how should i describe it? i'ts like a box filled with candy, yeah thats it. And we're still deciding where, pasir ris is too far for everybody, so maybe do it here. My mum cook well, she is a cook what! duh. so no problem with food. so yaaaaaaaa Sweet Sixteen, it's my turn to shine, sweet sixteen.. * sweet sixteen's theme song* OMG, i forgot, this is for adam too. But mine's first ! adam's 17th, mum's 19 ! so yeah. i want iPhone i want iPhone i want iPhone. no blackberrys, blackberrys pergi mampus. i hate blackberry. yougot it? iPhone ^^ haha okay bye.

Exams started las friday. Mother Tongue was first, followed by English paper one and two, Which obviously i screwed up, both. Paper one was kinda easy but all of a sudden i forgot the format, oh god. Paper two? Don't get me started, both sections are like ohmgee. okay whatever. Tomorrow's social studies, frankly speaking, i didn't study at all, don't care kay? don't care. My life not yours. Help me? don't. Please don't.

And whats more? Last week i heard a piece of news from someone, that obviously made me sad and heartbroken. How long i've waited? 7 months, yes 7 months is not long but still througout the 7 months i thought it could happen someday, oh well, didn't turn out well did it. Then another friend just told me something, she said that HE said that he needed sometime or whatever then he could accept me but ohhh.. I used to believe in dreams and shooting stars, Life isn't a fairytale anymore i guess. but this hurt so bad, no one knows how much i love him till i broke into tears that night after getting that news. WHATTTHHEEFUCK sha get a life la, okay soon. whatever, BYE.