Exams started las friday. Mother Tongue was first, followed by English paper one and two, Which obviously i screwed up, both. Paper one was kinda easy but all of a sudden i forgot the format, oh god. Paper two? Don't get me started, both sections are like ohmgee. okay whatever. Tomorrow's social studies, frankly speaking, i didn't study at all, don't care kay? don't care. My life not yours. Help me? don't. Please don't.

And whats more? Last week i heard a piece of news from someone, that obviously made me sad and heartbroken. How long i've waited? 7 months, yes 7 months is not long but still througout the 7 months i thought it could happen someday, oh well, didn't turn out well did it. Then another friend just told me something, she said that HE said that he needed sometime or whatever then he could accept me but ohhh.. I used to believe in dreams and shooting stars, Life isn't a fairytale anymore i guess. but this hurt so bad, no one knows how much i love him till i broke into tears that night after getting that news. WHATTTHHEEFUCK sha get a life la, okay soon. whatever, BYE.